My 6 years old the orography are working with father and mother on, sometimes pulls the cow to herd in neighbor. In the mountain does not have the television, is also impossible to have other recreational activity, I gather with the little friends together, perhaps picks a wild fruit, perhaps plays “each family”, not is again teases the neighbor the dog to bark wildly kyoodles, this is our complete recreational activities.??In the little friend has two boys, calls slightly bright, calls the sea, compared to my tenth year old. The boy is courageous, knows are also more than me, particularly the cowherd, they copes with the cow to have the means compared to me, therefore, I am very willing to play with them. Is probably the mountainous area children domestic animal’s influence or the inspiration reason, two 9 year-old boys premature have known that matter between men’s and women’s. One day’s, we in the northern slope Mt. Hou cowherd, they cheat me unexpectedly to the trench in “each family”, and said that must do that matter. I know anything, thought very amusingly, took off the pants, let them ……
??The elementary school graduates, my result was outstanding, is admitted to the city middle school to study, but small bright and the sea only could keep in the mountain to work as farmer. But I more sensible have been more meddlesome, knew that in the future the girl big must get married, to know the girl in could not do that matter absolutely before the wedding ……But I actually have done in the mountain village small trench, and is two boys. I am not the good child!
??This thought dry cane is clinging to for dear life me equally likely, how can also’tget rid. I always thought that if small bright or sea has prospects, I might marry in the future to him. However, they are such dreadful, differs with me is too far! If the girl is forever long is not big, this good ha, this worry will not have, but I will still grow up, slim and graceful, and has been admitted to the university.
??To the university second year, unceasingly has the male student to do everything to please to me, gives me the small present, takes care celebrates a birthday to me. Also two male students resorted to violence for me, school punishment. I knew what they thought at heart is anything, but I am not the good girl, has to install did not know. I thought that in the future will not marry, will work with all one’s might, does an enterprise to come, “will win after death is before death famous”.
??Who knew with the bedroom sisters all had the loved one, left behind alone me only. I have become the monster. They discuss love to be careless, a spot does not evade, night to do me not to be able to have a good sleep, indulges in flights of fancy, also has no alternative.
??By now, had a male student to write the love letter boldly to me. He is high my session of study living thing. I thought that is he, grades lowly a little, the success ratio is high, I already was “the second quality item”. Therefore watched several movies along with him, but also detoured his family in the vacation. This period, he wanted to kiss me, I has rejected firmly, I might not dare again the wrong second time.
??Our sentimental development is very quick. He wants to graduate immediately, I thought that this discusses childhood that matter to him understood. I hesitated have been very long, unceasingly firm confidence, also overthrew itself unceasingly, that period of time I experienced one day like a year really. But the time does not wait for the human, my heart one horizontal, simply said considers as finished. Certainly, I recognized that he will not mind my that small error. I am indeed not intend, the child killed people does not sentence, am I also more serious than the murder?
